I miss school.

I really really do.

I dont know, cheering for my juniors yesterday just really brought back memories. Yknow, I've been living that same routine for the past 12 years of my life; School, homework, teachers, trainings, competitions, scoldings, exams, results.. Things are just so different right now and while I'm glad I'm freed from all of that, I guess I will be better off going to school.

I just hate it when I have to decide how I would want my life to turn out. I hate it I hate it. Why can't things just stay where they are, and I wouldn't have to make any decisions about university courses, career paths and whatever other crap that comes with growing up.

I hate growing up.

I really miss everyone. My classmates, my teammates (especially my 5 batchmates), my teachers.. sigh.

I HATE GROWING UP.

Maybe I should find more jobs, or do volunteer work to stop my mind from wandering.

I hate growing up.