It's the end of the road

Well, so thursday marked the last game that I would ever play for any school and I'm glad that everything ended of so so so well.

We knew that both teams were up against tough competition and all along, I know that many don't expect us to get champions. We knew the odds were against us but that didn't stop us from trying our hardest. Because we know that as long we've tried, we'll end the season with no regrets.

And who knew that we'll get double champs?

Haha, nobody actually. Not me at least.

It was an unexpected victory, but yet that unexpectedness made everything so much sweeter. (:

We've been training hard since a few months ago, and last 2 weeks were just madness with trainings held nearly everyday. Haha but all that sweat and pain were minimised knowing that everyone's in it together and that all of us will be there for each other.

Looking back, haha I seriously think that the team bonded so much better this year, especially during season when we started going out more as a team. But of course, certain jokes were not appreciated and should not have been revealed to the whole team! Haha but what the heck, everyone's just out to have some fun and laughter. Certain people's dark secrets were revealed such as ahma's ahem liking towards p*** and ahhhhhhtoooms clashing all around, oh and yellow house cheerleaders too. (:

It was fun, definitely.

Apart from that, we have gone through some rough times as well, yknow. Like how we nearly got kicked in the ass in the qfinals or certain misunderstandings that cause tension in the team, but that didn't pull our morale down, instead we talked about it, thrashed things out, and somehow things just became so freakin' much better.

Like I've said, never before in my life have I felt so awkward having to speak my heart towards my teammate because all along I'm not the confrontational kind who will just approach that person. Instead, I'll just be a coward and hide under the stone till I gather enough confidence to send that person a sms. Haha, but my stupid ass teammates (as much as I hate them for this) made me do it, and I'm glad that everything turned out well.

Somehow I feel that this season, I haven't really stepped up much as captain and lead the team; the feeling is so much different from before [probably cos I made it in main team after a few years and yeah, things just felt different]. Most of the time, I was the one running away from problems/conflicts this year until someone pushes me forward, as reluctant as I may be. Like what I've told xiu the other day, one reason why our team was so bonded this day was because we sat down addressed our problems and everyone was just so receptive and open to comments, which was good! Haha, and I'm also so so thankful to have mature, experienced teammates like janice, yam and jialei to guide us along with their tips and wisdom.

Thanks my teammates (:

I feel kinda proud of myself, knowing that I've managed to fight my way up from nothing to something though I still end the season a little regretful. I just wish that I could have played just slightly better for my last match, just a tad better would have make me even happier. But well, at least my efforts paid off, and I'm just very thankful for that.

So, it's time to step down as captain and pass the flame on to my juniors.

Gonna miss the adrenaline, the competition, the team spirit, and lastly, my teammates.

But everything's gotta come to an end, and for me, everything has just been per-fect.

Thank you RJTT o9 for this wonderful experience. (:

Love yall.