More Important People

More important people.

Yknow, I never knew people had such low faith in me and in the way I handle my relationships with others. I just never ever knew it was that low. And yknow it just freakin' hurts to know that what I thought was 'okay/good' all along was never good enough for them.

IT WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. I WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH.

And so, I apologise to all of you out there whom I've previously hurt, knowingly or unknowingly. Maybe I AM bad at maintaining interpersonal relationships so I'm sorry alright?

I just can't take criticisms I guess, and I'm just too sensitive about what others say about me.

Ah forget it, I deserve it anyway.

JC life is turning me into a mean little bitch, that I can't deny. Somehow I feel no matter how much I can laugh and joke around in school, I just feel empty inside, that something within's missing.

Sigh life sucks.