total eclipse of the heart

Total eclipse of the heart

And I'm sorry for being such a bad daughter, classmate, teammate and friend.

I'm sorry.

It's the end of the road

When something ends somethings begins
When someone loses someone wins
for now it's the end of the road..

Mmh. So attracted to the song now.

Anyway, I've been thinking. AHAHAHA. I've realised that at some point, effort + hard work doesn't count. You depend on your luck, and fyi, I've ran out of that 9 months ago. You tell me to get over it and move forward, well I'm fuckin' trying the hardest I can but deeeeh, access denied. So maybe I shouldn't keep brooding over it right, blaming every mishap on it. Well, I can't fucking help it can I.

BOOYAH.

I can't.

And now, I realised when THAT happens, you just sit back and resign to fate. Seriously, getting around it doesn't do you any good, you'd prolly end up trapping yourself.

AW, and I'm emoing. Nah, maybe I went crazy. WHEEEEEEEE.

Had prison break mania yesterday. Finished season 1 and I'm soooo addicted to it. Hope sara and michael get together in the end. =X

OH china trip was okay. Mmh, except that almost every dish was drowned in oil, like it's free yknow! Vomitted one night, and thank goodness for mcdonald's existence.



Sigh, I'm tired.

And I'm scared.

Kinda thought how next year would turn out. And I'm saying it looks pretty dull.

Sigh.

At this point, what do you do really. WHAT do YOU do.


p.s/ pictures from hk up soon